Reevaluation
As I lay here waiting for the doggahs to get here to go to the park, I started thinking (always a bad idea). It’s fiscal yrs end ..an opportunity to think about what went wrong/right and who to hand out big fat bonus checks to. But really..it’s time to reevaluate/re-evaluate things: med school stuffs, relationships and the goals list that has been staring at me w/o anything crossed out since I made it. To date, I have probably only completed 2 things on the list: get a job and …oh yea i guess there’s only one thing accomplished. I haven’t even been able to cross off the ones that start out with “TRY TO…” or “THINK ABOUT…” I should’ve put “get healthy” on the list bc I’ve definitely made attempts. Since I quit bootcamp w/R I started going to the fitness classes at my apt complex, the first of which was SPIN CLASS. WHERE WAS MY WARNING?? I don’t think I could be in more pain…the reproductive areas aren’t doing so hot. Med school stuff isn’t doing so hot right either (which is also on my goals list)…I’m starting to get emails ab receiving my app but that means I won’t be interviewing til a lot later than expected, which def scares me a bit. I had originally planned on applying to a handful of schools OOS, but I haven’t even submitted anything for AMCAS…I just now finished the 2nd secondary app for TX. Total FAIL. Can you blame me? I worked 13 days in a row so all I wanted to do was sleep/eat/drink. Reevaluating relationships…that can always turn yucky…esp for those who don’t make the cut this yr. Not sure what to say about this one, other than thanks to all of my loves for being around all this time even tho i disappeared for a while this yr 
I have a newfound appreciation for relationships…yea yea yea u would all think i’d be the last person to say that. I was randomly talking to J ab this…why do girls always upgrade but guys never do??
sidenote: I’m so frikkin ecstatic D is moving back tomorrow…I can hardly contain my excitement !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
